I haven got a chance to blog during the past few days. My internet went down , however all of a sudden it was automaticly fixed today.I had to steal internet connection from some other networks inorder to be online however it's extremely laggy. Well , it's back up!

The week went well , three tests were issued and I do not have enough time to study for it due to some remedials and stuff.I still can mange the test however I do not have confident for A1.On Thursday , we even had a special Chem lesson for three periods , which was about 1.5 hours.Because our PE teacher gave his period to my science teacher.That is my worst chem experience ever , so freaking long!

Apart from all these , today was the start of my examination. Gonna try my best to get into the 'through train scheme '.The first paper was composition.I have a feeling that I screwed this paper.I stared at the paper for about 10mins and still not knowing what to write I could'nt think of anything to write. All those questions were either 'one word' or discussion .I had no choice but to write something stupid . Hope that I can still at least gain a passing mark :)

I travelled from the east to the south of Singapore.Started today's journey from Bukit Merah to Singapore Expo for church. Then came from Singapore Expo to Harbour Front to meet my friends for mandy's birthday party at sentosa :D.


We went to siloso beach and had some games . The first thing that they did was to throw me down to the sea . Haha . I think that was my first time getting threw into water ,playing games at the beach, tasting the sea water and half naked at the beach.What a great experience !







and some random guy joins us for soccer :)



Overall , it was really a exhausting and sandly day( because I bought back alot of sand).Trudging all the way back home. Thanks for the present too :) haha okay time bed :)

The 300th post :) and it is my birthday .and so I've officially turned 15.The day went well pretty smooth.  When I woke up I received alots of emails and sms. Thank you all for the heartwarming birthday wishes at the stroke of midnight, there was really little difference. :)


Yea I know I look weird :)

Finally I can have a break from school after all those oral exams and remainder. Today's Chinese oral exam when quite well for me. While waiting for our turns for the oral exams at the holding room , our class made the holding room into a mess , we are called normal academic for a reason.Expect for my passage part which I totally screwed it up. I kept skipping words until the whole passage make no sense.However the teacher said that I did perfectly well for my conversation part. There might be a slight chance that I would be able to pass the chinese oral :) Yea!

Tomorrow is my birthday :) Happy birthday to myself :)

It was a long day for me at school .It will be a long day at school for the next few days.I got screwed up at today's english oral exams. I have a bad feeling that I might fail the exam. I hope that it only counts in a few percent on the english marks. Firstly , I got stucked between a few words while reading the passage and I could't pronouce some basic words properly.Secondly , I didn't do well for the picture part. I could't explain anything. My brain was totally empty even though I look through the picture before the oral started. The conversation part was totally off topic , I even made the teacher to almost fell asleep.She kept giving me that sickering look hinting me to faster end. I am so dead.

After today , tomorrow I will be having POA remainder and on Friday , there will be chinese oral which will be alot worst than the english oral. Hence I would have to stay back till around 4pm each day .Busy Busy Busy!

The first day of the term seems okay :) Not much disaster created by my class. However , it makes me not quite used to the timing for school yet. Some teachers started revision , some now chionging their uncompleted topics for this last short period of school.

English oral exam will be held this wednesday , and we haven't even started practicing on oral exam during english lessons. We were all shocked too that there is a sudden compo test. Ah everything is in a rush.

The one week holiday just passed in a flash. There goes my ' arcadian ' life :)Haha ... Exams days are getting closer , lesser time available to prepare.

Anyway it has been quite a busy day for me .I am out the whole day.Went to church early in the morning , had group meeting and other stuff. Meet up with my mum for lunch together with my sister. Yea . That's all.

I wonder how will school be like tomorrow :) Chaotic? A high chance! This coming week will be one filled with more lessons, more homework and more stuff since the exams are nearby.I hope I could manage it.

Just a short update :)

♥♥ Cheryl you tagged me ._. ♥♥

50 Little Secrets .

Be honest no matter what .Then tag at least 5friends .

01. Who was your last text from ?
-My Mother

02. Where was your default picture taken?
-Chen yee's Camera

03. Your relationship status ?
-Single.

04. Have you ever lost a close friend ?
-Yes....

05. What is your current mood ?
-IM SO AWAKE

06. How many siblings do you have ?
-2

07. Whats your brother(s)/sister(s) names ?
-JR/Bee

08. Where do you wish you were right now ?
-KFC

09. Have a crazy side ? What do you think ?
-Yea

10. Ever had a near death experience ?
-yea

11. Something you do a lot ?
-To be online

12. Angry at anyone ? Angry at who ?
-Yup.

13. What's stopping you from going for the person you like ?
-Idk

14. When was the last time you cried ?
-Sec 1 when I had a fight? lol

15. Is there anyone you would do anything for ?
-cant think of anyone

16. What you think about when you are falling asleep ?
-Games :D

17. Who was the last person you talked to on the phone ?
-Mother

18. What is your favourite song ?
-Jackson5 I want you back
19. What are you doing right now ?
-Staring at the computer and typing answers.

20. Who do you trust right now ? -
-Friends?

21. Where did you get the shirt you are wearing?
-it was a present...

22. Have you kissed someone in the past week ?
-no

23. Who is your friend that lives closest to you ?
-I also dunno

24. Describe your life in one word ?
-yea

25. Who are you thinking of right now ?
-How to fill myself up

26. What should you be doing right now ?
-Grinding maths, Science and chi.

27. What are you listening to ?
-Nothing

28. Who was the last person who gave you a hug ?
- Can't recall

29. Who was the last person who yelled at u ?
-Can't recall

30. Do you act differently around the person you like ?
-No.
31. What is your natural hair color ?
-Black

32. Who was the last person to make you laugh ?
-Camden

33. Who was the last person to make you sad ?
-I don know....lol...
34. What do you hear ?
-The fan blowing

35.Do you have any friendship problems?
-no
36. Has anyone ever called you "scrumptious" before ?
-Meaning ? :(

37. Do you have a best friend(s) ?
-no

38. Held hands with the opposite sex in the past 3 days ?
-NO!

39. Do you use smiley faces on the computer ?
-ya

40.Have you ever changed clothes in a vehicle ?
-ya

41. Are you happy with life right now ?
-quite

42. Are you jealous right now ?
-no

43. What jewellery are you currently wearing ?
-O.O

44. What were you doing on Friday night ?
-Playing games:)
45. Have you ever had your heart broken ?
-Yes.

46. Have you ever broken someone's heart ?
-ya
47. Is there anyone you are disappointed in now ?
-Yes...

48. What was the last reason you went to the doctor for ?
-Fever + Sore throat.

49. How late did you stay up last night and why ?
-24hrs . Primary 5 playing maplestory -.-

50. Tag people?
Sze Man , Poh Ee,see teng  , yvonne ,shan wen

I wonder why I felt so hungry now. I ate quite alot during dinner already!
Three more days to go till the end of the short school holiday. It's gonna be a rush when school reopen. Teachers would throw us with lots of practice papers for revision.

After the POA remindal today , I had a haircut. My friends kept laughing at my because of my weird hair style . Haha.Anyway :) Today's blackshot match was a trash man! We scored 15-0 . Ownage!

I could'nt think of anything to update :( For the pass few days , I had been playing computer games , sleep , eat and school remindial . That's all  :) And I even haven started studying. A simple life of mine !

By the way . My friend made a very interesting hand drawn animation :) Check it out! I am inside too :) wahahaha

The short school holiday has finally started :) Oh yea !Looking back at the past few weeks, I don't really know how did I managed to survive everything.All that massive amount of work and test to complete. It was really a rush .All that's left is to look forward to the last week before the end of year examination. The last few moments where I can sit down and start to do some revision :)
 Anyway Cheryl lent me her Radin mas year book . Woah I didn't know that now my primary school now have so much better facilities compared to my time. The hall is now installed with aircon , better classrooms and stuff . As I was flipping through the year book , it makes me recall old times at primary school :) ahh...
Check out here for more of my classphotos :)

I am so deeply disappointed with my term 3 grades.I really deproved alot. I worked very hard for it already. However still no chance to get into the top 10. I pass everything expect for chinese as usual. Chinese is pulling me down badly :(  The principle today told us that there is this scheme that could help us to skip N level at sec 4 and directly take O level. However it would still be 5 years. I really want to get into this through-train scheme. This would be a great chance for me. However looking at my progress report really made me lose all hopes. None of my subjects did very well .

I just manage to pass my english and Humanities . Although I gotten the highest geography score in the class however I got the lowest score for social studies in class. Gotten 3 (A)s for math , science and POA. However I have no confidence to get A during the end of year paper.

All hope are losts...

Back to school , 3 days more to go! I can't wait! I don't know why I always find that my computer's monitor screen is always so bright!

There is changes once again in our POA teacher.Why does our class have so many rearrangement of teachers ! Does the school treat NA classes like white rats?The new teacher have totally no experience !Although my previous teacher still sits behind the class to guide her however she still made a lot of simple mistakes and kept asking for help from the previous teacher . Most importantly , I could'nt understand anything from here . Sigh. Hope that I could do well for my end of year POA.Really :(

Had to stay back until 2:30 pm for class dentention :( Our class was in total mess during english lesson. Unforturetely , english was the last period of the day . Hence.....Yea.


Apart from that , I was really shocked when the vice principle asked me to find me after school . I thought that I did something wrong . However he told me that he watched my class video on youtube and said gave me a few nice comment :) Woah , I really hope that the second part of my class video would be better than the first part!


>> Oh ya , btw thanks for the youtube comments too! Although I don't reply my comment at youtube!

Recently I met a new friend from YouTube :) and from the same school too ! :)
HER NAME IS CHERYL ONG AND HER DRAWING DAMN PRO OKAY!
Talented kid !
Apart from that , I don't know why recently I would play once this song everytime when I wake up in the morning . Thank to kendrick for introducing this music :)

Green Day : 21 Guns Lyrics

Do you know what's worth fighting for
When it's not worth dying for?
Does it take you breath away
And you feel yourself suffocating?
Does the pain weight out the pride?
And you look for a place to hide?
Does someone break your heart inside?
You're in ruins

One, 21 guns
Lay down your arms
Give up the fight
One, 21 guns
Throw up your arms into the sky
You and I

When you're at the end of the road
And you lost all sense of control
And your thoughts have taken their toll
When your mind breaks the spirit of your soul
Your faith walks on broken glass
And the hangover doesn't pass
Nothing's ever built to last
You're in ruins

One, 21 guns
Lay down your arms
Give up the fight
One, 21 guns
Throw up your arms into the sky
You and I

Did you try to live on your own
When you burned down the house and home?
Did you stand too close to the fire?
Like a liar looking for forgiveness from a stone

When it's time to live and let die
And you can't get another try
Something inside this heart has died
You're in ruins

One, 21 guns
Lay down your arms
Give up the fight
One, 21 guns
Throw up your arms into the sky
You and I